I haven’t posted for a while. I have had loads of random thoughts happening though – but not worthy of pinning it to a blog post! And most of my thoughts have been so fleeting.. that I would have forgotten them before even opening my blog!
I am still free from Depression. I haven’t experienced the slightest feeling of despair since my plant ceremony almost 2 months ago, and still haven’t taken any of my antidepressants. And life is so good right now! I still can’t fathom how I can be in such a complete different state of mind. And it’s scary knowing that others might go through the same as I what I had, and yet make irreversible decisions in their poor state of mind – when as I now know, things turn!
My Tinder is plodding along. I’m not as active as I was. My focus has been on other things – possible move and work. But I can say that I have met the most amazing men in the past 6 weeks (11 tinder dates!) and experienced some incredible connections, conversations and … sex! None of the dates have turned into more than casual – so still tentatively seeking the ONE – although, also – not. 🙂 I am incredibly comfortable right now being single. Probably the most comfortable I have ever felt. And in turn.. I might actually be in the best place to meet him.
Oh – and I partied with a girlfriend on Saturday and was asked twice whether we were a couple! Why is it two girls can’t hang out and not be considered gay? It wasn’t like we were even touching each other – not in a hug, kiss, hands – nothing! Made me think about impressions and hoping that my Prince Charming didn’t overlook me cause he thought I was batting for the other side! LOL 🙂